Galaxy Deca

Slapping lines down without a sketch here. 

Truth

Generally I'm the kind of person that doesn't take much to make me mad. I got mad at work today. I swear a lot when I'm mad - I'm one of those kinds of people.
But there's something about when I'm trying to draw, and if I'm interrupted by someone, I get unreasonably mad. I can't say anything to my intruder - I know what it's going to sound like. Someone harmlessly coming in to check on me or calling me, when really they've interrupted my concentration and it rips me out of the mood. Once I'm out, I'm out. The door doesn't close, it's gone entirely and I'm left outside the building looking at the wall where it was. I'm furious that I can't get back in. The longer I dwell on it, I don't even want to get back into the building, I want to rip it down to it's foundations and destroy it. I hate the drawing. I hate how I feel about it and everything.
I don't know how else to describe it. I just get mad. Really, really mad. And frustrated. And agitated. And just. rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhufhf,hd.

Why the fuck is this so hard.

You're 26, erika. Just fucking. fuck.

Tangent

(fucking cranky af)

well. Amano-style Thane was the aim of this, out of hype that the BioWare store is going to stock the first4figures Thane statue.

Fifteen Minutes

idk.
Really wanted a crack at drawing Jasper's helmet.

Here Comes A Thought

I'm a bit useless, worthless, careless, and just an overall waste.
I can't stop these thoughts. I'm 26, no life, no direction, no motivation.

I feel like I can't do what most people do.
I'm not social, and can't stand it when my private time is taken away. Is that selfish? I feel like my sanity ebbs away when I can't be alone. It's not good enough to explain my feelings to someone. No matter how close you are to someone, how long you've known them, they'll never 100% understand you. Nor I them.
It's an unending cycle of hurt and blame.

but.
it's okay, it's okay, it's okay.

Mind wall

This is probably pretty creepy..

(no, definitely creepy)

there was this... really eye-catching couple on the train that I saw yesterday.
they just looked really cool and... this is all i remember.
the jakcet, overcoat, cap with the cool floral pattern, long red hair in a bun threaded through the cap, and short blonde hair.
they had really cool style. and of course, they got off the train at Newtown too. v

Romantic Speed

Mystery Girl * 3*

an article I read that I want to put into practice, and make my new mantra.