Jhout

Redraw of an old pic.

So POLYSICS are on Spotify and WOOOOWWWW suddenly I'm 15 again.

Neptune's Jewels

It has been a very long time, and as usual much has happened.
I moved back in with J and S about a week into November last year. I reached a new low with Mei, and I can't look back. I realised I had to overlook and forgive a lot, and I don't owe that anymore.
Had an upsetting bump tonight. Zero understanding of the situation. Some light was shed on the incident recently, involving police and shit - the usual Mei manipulations.
I used to keep a lid on what was happening, to protect Mei. But she doesn't care about that, and so I realised, why should I.

I think about this blog a lot. I haven't picked up the tablet in months, except to pack it in a bag to move it (or clean dinner food off from it).

I. Have so much to say but no words to convey the feelings I have.

85 to Africa

I'm doing mindfulness exercises.

Loads of warm colours this year in the DDs. 

Mr Fear

I changed the song I was listening to while drawing this, so the mood of this picture shifted.
Felt like the last few drawings I've done looked the same, so tried using a different brush this time.

宵々古今

Wanted to draw my old OC Coconut, but as a mermaid.
Also tried to draw iridescent effect? How does one even?

traveling

This was very much a, "JUST DRAW SOMETHING... YEAH THAT'LL DO, I GUESS" -mood.

Overview:

• wanted to draw something more than just a head. Wow. a torso.
• very stiff pose. work on drawing loose sketches with less rigid lines
• wanted to have minimal, accented blue. limit the range of the colours.

I hate it, but, it's something. I have to churn out the shit to get better. My hand actually started to feel tired mid-way through colouring. That's.... not good. How rusty I hath become.

Girl

Yellow Diamond is my diamond.

Steven Universe continues to be a groundbreaking cartoon about diversity, love, friendship, and overcoming adversity.
...and it's full of that good, gay shit.
We saw some good shit on the season 5 finale. Y'know, only cried a few times.