Truth

12 minute sketch.

Little Bit More

If I do 10 more DDs this year, I'll have submitted 50 times in 2016.
Can i please do this as the one defiant thing I complete in this fucked up year.

Galaxy Deca

Slapping lines down without a sketch here. 

Truth

Generally I'm the kind of person that doesn't take much to make me mad. I got mad at work today. I swear a lot when I'm mad - I'm one of those kinds of people.
But there's something about when I'm trying to draw, and if I'm interrupted by someone, I get unreasonably mad. I can't say anything to my intruder - I know what it's going to sound like. Someone harmlessly coming in to check on me or calling me, when really they've interrupted my concentration and it rips me out of the mood. Once I'm out, I'm out. The door doesn't close, it's gone entirely and I'm left outside the building looking at the wall where it was. I'm furious that I can't get back in. The longer I dwell on it, I don't even want to get back into the building, I want to rip it down to it's foundations and destroy it. I hate the drawing. I hate how I feel about it and everything.
I don't know how else to describe it. I just get mad. Really, really mad. And frustrated. And agitated. And just. rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhufhf,hd.

Why the fuck is this so hard.

You're 26, erika. Just fucking. fuck.

Tangent

(fucking cranky af)

well. Amano-style Thane was the aim of this, out of hype that the BioWare store is going to stock the first4figures Thane statue.

Fifteen Minutes

idk.
Really wanted a crack at drawing Jasper's helmet.

Here Comes A Thought

I'm a bit useless, worthless, careless, and just an overall waste.
I can't stop these thoughts. I'm 26, no life, no direction, no motivation.

I feel like I can't do what most people do.
I'm not social, and can't stand it when my private time is taken away. Is that selfish? I feel like my sanity ebbs away when I can't be alone. It's not good enough to explain my feelings to someone. No matter how close you are to someone, how long you've known them, they'll never 100% understand you. Nor I them.
It's an unending cycle of hurt and blame.

but.
it's okay, it's okay, it's okay.

Mind wall

This is probably pretty creepy..

(no, definitely creepy)

there was this... really eye-catching couple on the train that I saw yesterday.
they just looked really cool and... this is all i remember.
the jakcet, overcoat, cap with the cool floral pattern, long red hair in a bun threaded through the cap, and short blonde hair.
they had really cool style. and of course, they got off the train at Newtown too. v

Romantic Speed

Mystery Girl * 3*

an article I read that I want to put into practice, and make my new mantra.

Isolated

girrrrrls.

ｔａｌｋｉｎ’ ２ ｍｙｓｅｌｆ

Tried to draw an upside-down figure. 

Eclipse of Time

Nathaniel, my ethereal ghost knight pretty-boy character from when I was 16!
Slight style upgrades. Ugh he had ridiculous hair back in 2006.

A. B. C.

No layer fuck-ups today!

Yesterday and today, I've been thinking about jsrf. Freaking Beat. His design has stolen my heart.

tea leaf dancers

I drew this sketch. I lined it. I saved the sketch. I closed the document like an idiot and didn't save the work in progress.

i
closed
the
file
after
only
saving
the
sketchhhhh

uffg. T_T 

A World Torn Asunder

Amiratha~

Tried to portray her distrusting attitude and smug elvhen superiority.

kagonotori

current attitude:

• just draw something, anything - i'll appreciate my 2/10 effort later
• geez I want to draw really colourful things, I want that to be my thing
• I have no art style, it's a mish-mash, Frankenstein monster of other people's styles

 

i've been playing No Mans Sky

或る街の群青

My sister has a fluffy black cat named Luna.
I love that her neck is so fluffy that it makes her collar look smol.

Snow white

fables vol 21. amirite?

Dimestore Diamond

Silence

I went to Stanwell Park today.

I thought that I'd lost the ability to feel quiet and still while among nature. But I think maybe I hadn't gone to bushland like the south coast in too long a while. Or, it's because I grew up there, and it's all just nostalgia bubbling up to the surface.

Either way, とても平和でした。

Umibe

Blog has been updated! Previous 23 entries (a dismal effort -_-;) now uploaded.

I regret that I didn't regularly update this blog as I drew them. I can't remember my reasoning or what headspace I was in at the time they were drawn. Rrrrr. This is why it's important.

So for today's dd, it's Richard and Leopold - but they're women now. I've appropriated their genders so that I find them more relatable. Also I've been rewatching Loveless.
Freaking Loveless...

好き

Lean On

The Bus Is Late

Heart

Aikawarazu

Dress

Moments

Be Cool at the Club

神様のいうとおり

Bamboo Thicket

Tenrai's Fortress

Light It Up

We Are The Crystal Gems

Long Live The Chief

Another Medium

Creation

As The World Falls Down

Shrine of the Heavenly Gods

Alligator

In Hushed Whispers