Jhout

Redraw of an old pic.

So POLYSICS are on Spotify and WOOOOWWWW suddenly I'm 15 again.

Neptune's Jewels

It has been a very long time, and as usual much has happened.
I moved back in with J and S about a week into November last year. I reached a new low with Mei, and I can't look back. I realised I had to overlook and forgive a lot, and I don't owe that anymore.
Had an upsetting bump tonight. Zero understanding of the situation. Some light was shed on the incident recently, involving police and shit - the usual Mei manipulations.
I used to keep a lid on what was happening, to protect Mei. But she doesn't care about that, and so I realised, why should I.

I think about this blog a lot. I haven't picked up the tablet in months, except to pack it in a bag to move it (or clean dinner food off from it).

I. Have so much to say but no words to convey the feelings I have.